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Your best friend's in trouble, she loves you and feels more for you than you can feel for her, but in your own way you love her too. She wants you to stay and just listen, but even that feels too much, she brings back memories best forgotten. She's dying right in front of your eyes. She's said goodbye, she meant it at the time but she didn't go through with it, thank god right? But it's getting too much, you feel like you're drowning, like you're dying with her. She offers you a way out. You wouldn't have thought of it before, but you take it. She goes back on it, says she actually wants you to stay, but you can't, you're confused, mixed up. Things slip out. You ignore her because it's for the best. You make up with her, the next day she rants at you because you're cold and distant but it's too soon for you to talk about what happened. She storms off, she apologises but the stress has put you through too much. You decide to switch off and pretend she isn't there. Months later you see her again, she looks like a ghost, you want to reach out and hug her but you can't. You mumble a thanks when she lets you pass in the corridor. Next day she is glowing, laughing and you only see a glimpse of the old her, the one that nearly got away. You steal glimpses at her to see if she's really there, she has changed so much and achieved so much. You don't think she even knows you exist, you won't see her ever again. Should you talk to her or shouldn't you? You can't decide.Please leave comments as to what you think of this character! I really want to know!