As of today...

As of today i have red hair, not brown
As of today i will have a stud in my lip
As of today i will have a deadly fierce look in my eyes
not the innocent one you're so used to seeing.
As of today you will no longer be the one i trust
As of today i cannot love but i must
for the old saying goes: It is better to have loved and lost
Than to have never loved at all.
Can i trust someone again or will it all come crumbling down
As of today i just won't care
As of today I'm just the guy with the stony glare