My fourth attempt to write something worthwhile

I'm so confused, i don't know what to do.
He sees a face but it's not the image i see inside.
I see storms and clouds on such a sunny day.
Is this right? Am i just losing this fight?
(You can tell i still have writers block!)

smile

I've met someone new and oh my God! I'm so happy. He makes me smile, laugh and feel warm inside. I fell asleep in his arms and for once i wanted to wake up because i don't have to sleep to dream now... I'm living one. everything's great. I can't believe i'm here. Happy. Not alone. Smiling. sure the whole thing's mad me doubt some decidsions but it's worth it. He's worth it.