Tales from another land: April 2010

Thursday, 22 April 2010

Move on

I miss him. Loads. But i won't let it show. I need to move on, be happy. Because he's not coming back. He's 169 miles away and there's nothing i can do about it.

Friday, 2 April 2010

Dedicated

The post below was dedicated to Him. But now i feel something much stronger for someone else and it hurts because my heart was broken after giving him everything i had to give. D:

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I am not the missing piece of your puzzle.
I am not the song in your heart.
I am no longer the one you love.
I will always hope and dream
even though deep down
i know
i will never be the one you need.
the one you want.
we will never share our secrets.
never fly away into the night.
but that doesnt matter now
goodbye.
i have found someone else.
he's not at all like you.
this boy's strong, fast and dangerous.
it's scary but its real.
what we had wasn't real.
if it was, you would have held on tighter
and i wouldn't have let go
i'm carrying this boys baby and i want to tell someone so badly
i want to tell you. the shoulder i used to cry on.
but you won't pick up the phone, you won't look me in the eye.
oh well, i guess ill have to go it alone.
because now my boyfriends left me, he felt that he didn't have a choice
He said he would be a bad dad, not a good person to be around
my heart can't break, it's already been broken
but at least im not alone
i will never be alone for the next eighteen years unless... but that will never happen.