Accepted

I lie awake at night, but i do not think of you. Instead i think of new beginnings and college and my future. In these thoughts, i see children, a marriage, perhaps. I see loyal friends and a successful career. I see happiness and also sadness, because you cannot have one without the other, but this does not bother me anymore, i have accepted it. I see beautiful scenes of romance and trust. I feel the warmth of a fire and smell the first day of spring. I know i will be happy and i know i will be loved. I do not regret the time we had and i do not regret the time we did not. I have accepted what has been, what will be and what could be. I have accepted what will never be.