For once, i think

For once you did not plague my dreams last night
i think i am free
For once i see a light inside my life
I think i feel a whole lot better
For once i do not wish that i could hold you once more
I think I'm over you
For once i am the one walking away
I think it's for the best.

This is my last sad song/poem (although i make no promises!)

Every time i dream
I dream of how we used to be
every time i pray
i pray that he will be OK
And every time i think
he pops into my head
like an old friend
visiting before the end.
What would we be like
if we had not been betrayed
by each others hearts? I do not know
I want to though
i want to turn back time
i want you to be mine...

My dream...

...Is that one day he will find me. One day he will come home. One day he will take me in his arms and tell me that he has missed me. One day i will discover the other half of my family. One day i can say the word "Dad" and mean it.